Just walking down the hall
Saw you preening
In front of the mirror
Smiling
Giggling
Looking up
Then down
Seemingly amazed
By your face
As if for the first time
You were shocked
By how good looking you are
Good reason for that
Youth, youth, youth
Oh yeah and 9 years old
And you are simply beautiful
Grandchildren often are
However a mirror has two sides
I had forgotten the purpose of a mirror
Never knew I had one
A mirror
Just popped up in the morning
Ran my hand over my head
Patting down wayward hair
Mmm I looked good
So many years
I loved me
Young
Free
Healthy
I was my own dream
Problems
Were brushed away
With youthful energy
Only imperceptibly
Did an occasional
Indicator of age
Creep into the back of my mind
To be ignored with the blink of an eye
Only time, relentless time
Would open my eyes
To the gradual erosion
Of my youth
Spent middle age
Pleasantly pleased
With holding my own
Enjoying a moment
Of contrived acceptance
But now as my clock
Winds down
The wind doesn’t
Really catch my sails
I don’t scramble
To correct
What Mother Nature
Has eroded
But oh can I steal a moment
Back, just one
A glance maybe at yesteryear
Maybe Brylcream will show my shine
Or a different haircut
Of my receding hairline
Long gone are hopes
Of a tight midsection
I look around and now only see
The very young or
All my compatriots
But so strange
The mirror is only one side of the coin
The flip side is
The sweetness, the satisfaction
Watching your grandmother’s face
Of fifty years, no mirror
Just her face
Reflecting mine
I love her mirror!
FXC. 3/16/19
I love you and your poetry.
So blessed to have you as my father & simply in my life.
Eloquent & insightful as always.
XOXOXOOXO