It’s not like I didn’t have children
I had plenty of children
It’s just that it was a wild and wonderful time
As if I was getting to relive my own childhood
My mind was disjointed
Going in 20 directions at once
Just a phenomenal life
Children, school, work and oh, yeah, married
But that was only for the first 30 years
It has been the second phase of my life
That has raised the bar about pure bliss
Grandchildren who at first I had no preconceived notions about
As if I had never held a child before
Now I was allowed to hold the most
Precious miracle of all time
Everything they did or said
Was to be quoted endlessly
Their gestures, their smiles
As if angels were looking in my direction
But I was not alone
I’ve caught other grandparents
Looking just as silly as I
Now I have the time to reflect
On how these little ones mesmerize us
Their eyes and their little hands
Are so busy doing their little things
That when they look at you or reach out for your hand
It is as if you have been invited to the most private and privileged group
But your presence can only be requested
By eye contact or the reaching out of the hand
Nonetheless even in this small little part of the world
There are FAVORITES
Never have gotten used to having
To wait in line behind NaNa
So be it
I’ll patiently wait my turn
FXC 7/13/19
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